Some pictures fromt the TOP!

This was looking towards Laie
This was looking out over the Shrimp fields

2 #'s

In just one day I recieved two different numbers from some guys. One was when I was waiting for a friend for lunch, which she never showed, and the other was at the Wasden's party. Both gusy seem really nice but after a walk on the beach I realized I am just not really wanting to go on any single dates right now. It becomes too personal. This guy named Cristiano, from Chile, was at the Wasden's party and I had met him just the night before at a different birthday party with Emma. Well in true latin form he wanted to get to know me and wanted to go on a walk on the beach. I said sure and didn't think we were going to walk the WHOLE thing. By the time we got to the end on the right I was ready to have more company. He kept on trying to walk closer and I kept on trying to walk farther away. I don't know after that I just really did not want to even think about having a boyfriend or even getting close to that right now. I just want to have fun...so Bekah told me she would go on doubles with me from now on :) The other guys name was Boso...I don't know if that is how you spell it, but that is how it sounds. He was nice, but we only talked for like a minute. It was flattering, but I am just not ready to go down that road again. I think I am like Tyler where I don't want to waste my time with somebody I know will not be the one I will love forever. Logan is a different story :) But here I just don't want to tie myself up in a relationship that will go nowhere. Other than that it has been a fun last couple of days. On Sat. Emma, Ben and I went on a little hike and then went swimming in the ocean. It felt so good, but the waves were HUGE!! Like Pounder waves. I guess there is a Typhoon in Japan right now and that is why we are getting the bigger waves! Exciting for the surfers and body boarders but not for the people that just want to wade in the water :) The next hike we go on, will hopefully be to one of the water falls. And then today is just another beautiful Sunday and I will head over to the Wasden's after church. Thats about it though. Until something new comes up...Aloha and Adios!!!

Sign Language

So I don't know if any of you have tried or have done sign language but it rocks!! This semester I have a beginners ASL class and it has been a ton of fun. And the coolest part is that I am actually getting it. Spanish came to me, but I did not enjoy it as much. How cool is it to talk to someone with no words just movements of the hands and facial expressions! It is amazing. If there is some way that I might teach music to the def I think I would be happy the rest of life. My lovely when I get home in December I will have to show you all that I learned :) then maybe we could talk during church but not say anything :) Other than that all is otay. Not perfect but I am doing a little better. Tyler thank you so much for your call. Except next time don't make me cry please :) But my courage came back just a little bit. I know I am a strong girl but it would be nice to find someone I can actually talk to. I talk easier to guys but if you want to do that you have to date them. I feel like all anybody does here for fun is check out the opposite sex. You know how much it sucks to feel like you have to be pretty ALL the time. For one day you can't go out just comfy or other wise you look like a slacker and no one will date you then!! Most of the time I don't care but when I go to breakfast, lunch and dinner sitting alone it doesn't feel very good. When momma said that people are not talking to me because I am pretty its hard to believe. What if I am just not what guys or anyone really wants to hang out with. I have a great group of friends at home and maybe they are the people that will be my life long friends. Why I am here I don't really know...but I have trust in the Lord that by being here I am becoming the person that someone someday will want to spend the rest of their life with. All I want to do is feel like someone here will like me for who I am...not a soccer girl, not a cutsie girl and not a music person just who I am. The way I joke, act, and dress. Its who I am and hopefully someone will like that. My lovely sisters if you have any advice it would be much appreciated...you got great guys by being you. Ugh life right now is not the best it has been before. Beautiful surroundings are great but my heart is still a little achy. I miss you guys tons and next time I promise to be happier :) LOVE YOU!!! Aloha!! and Adios!!

First Day of Classes!!

Alrighty, well Thursday and Friday were my first days of class. Almost all of them except one. My Book of Mormon class...which I can't wait for! Let us start from the beginning. Thursday morning I woke up, turned off the alarm....OK no I just joke :) Soccer will be fun as soon as we start playing. You know first day of classes is always about the syllabus. But we have enough kids to play full field!! Next was World Lit. It will be interesting...the teacher is not a very happy kind of guy, but yet he cracks a lot of jokes...so all of us end up laughing a lot of the time :) There will be a lot of reading, but that's OK...it will keep me busy. My sign language class RULES!! Oh my goodness it was so much fun. By the end of the class the teach said that we would be able to carry on a tiny conversation. It is just the basics but it is a lot of fun. Each class there is a period of time where we are not able to talk AT ALL!! We must talk with our hands. It was about 20 min. on Thursday. It is weird cause it seems like you learn more because you can't say anything but you are trying so hard to figure out what she is saying with her hands and with her face. I can't wait to learn more in that class. Cary's class is going to be fun too. A little more work then the others but hey, its a 200 course so what else would you expect :) It will be cool to learn actual economics instead of Ag economics. That's what I get for wanting to be in a class with the boyfriend :) Tonight is the Aloha Bash...so my lovely sisters that are always to kind to comment I will write more on that when I get the chance. OH MY I ALMOST FORGOT!! I HAVE A JOB!! I now work at the nursery on campus. Like plants and all that not kids...someone on facebook got that confused :) hehehe. It is going to be a lot of fun. Not a big social job, but I kind of like that. Well that's all the exciting stuff that has happened so far. I will fill you ladies in more as more stuff happens. Please pray that I may make some new friends, and that I may feel good about myself too. This first couple of days has not been easy in that category. I love you all tons and tons!! ADIOS!

I'm Here!!!!

So it has been forever and a half since the last post but here I am, and hopefully, lets pray that I will write better now that I am on this thrilling adventure :) From the title you can tell that, yes, I am finally at school in Laie, Hawaii sitting in my dorm room this second. It is a very small room, with two twin beds that should not have been put together. But it will work for the time being...since I was little I have always loved small places so I guess it works out great for that matter :) Last night was the first night, and it went pretty well. Fell asleep quicker than I expected. While the fam. is still here I don't know how much time I will spend in my room or on campus. It will be a different story when they leave :( It is beautiful here and I am already getting used to the heat!! YEAH!!!! The ladies in my unit are really nice and so it looks like living with a bunch of girls won't be that bad :) Sometimes there can be just too much estrogen if you know what I mean. hehehe!!! Sleeping with a roommate is defenitly not like sleeping with my dear and loving sister. I don't know if I will ever open up all the way, cause my life is personal and I am not the kind of person to just let people know all about it. Maria can testify that if I know the person I sleep next to, they get a earfull of information either on life or just about the day :) I love you tons my sista!!!! Already made a new friend...and yes it is a boy. For some reason making new girlfriends is not the easiest thing for me. I geuss I like the simple thinking of guys a little more :) He is the Wasdens nephew...and his name is Peter. Nice guy going on a mission soon. Every 19 year old boy needs to go, cause it seems they have some growing up to do :) There is not much else to say today...going to my singles ward for the first time...we will see how that goes. hehehe. Now I am forced to go. To my family I love you all tons and Alli make sure they know that :) you are the one that will read this first probably :) Which is good, thank you or otherwise I am writing to no one and that would be kind of sad :) Love you guys and I will write next week after classes begin.....Adios